Happy Half Year Anniversary, boo.

hmm i can't say anything. i just can say 'yea, i'm glad. very excited. and touched of this all.' i didn't think will be so far with him. so many wonderful memories that i did with him. jokes, laughter, sadness, touched, awkward, and even tense i went through with him.

well, i just wanna say....

"thanks for always understand me. thanks for always forgive me even it is not your fault. thanks for treat me right. thanks for accept me & love me for who i am. thanks for make a time and be there to whether in sadness or happiness. one more, thanks for everythiiiiiing baby.... i love you boo, i just can't explain it, i just can did. another day, another month, another year, another smile, another tear, another winter, even another summer too, but there can never be another YOU♥"

BOOM!!! i have some greating anniversary from my gud buddy yeaaa here is it...

big thanks for you guyzzz!!! thx a lot for your greeting anniversary aaaaaa i'm soooo glad WooHoo :""D

lots of love,

Alfi & Farhan

no matter what, you're loved.

Boy: Hey, hun!
Girl: Hey.
Boy: I missed you at school today. Why weren’t you there?
Girl: Yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
Boy: Oh really? Why?
Girl: Oh, nothing. Just some annual shots, that’s all.
Boy: Oh.
Girl: So what did you guys do in Math today?
Boy: You didn’t miss anything that great, just a lot of notes.
Girl: Okay, good.
Boy: Yeah.
Girl: Hey, I have a question to ask.
Boy: Okay, ask away.
Girl: How much do you love me?
Boy: You know I love you more than anything in this world.
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Why did you ask?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Is something wrong?
Girl: No. Nothing at all. Um. How much do you care about me?
Boy: I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.
Girl: You would?
Boy: Yeah of course I would. *sounding worried* Is there something wrong?
Girl: No, everything’s fine.
Boy: Are you sure?
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Okay. I hope so.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: I would take a bullet for you any day, hun.
Girl: Really?
Boy: Any day. Now, seriously, is there something wrong?
Girl: No, I’m fine. You’re fine. We’re fine. Everyone and everything is fine.
Boy: Okay.
Girl: Well, I have to go. I’ll see you tomorrow at school.
Boy: Alright, bye. I love you!
Girl: Yeah. I love you too. Bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL
Boy: Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?
Friend: No.
Boy: Oh.
Friend: She wasn’t here yesterday, either.
Boy: I know. She was acting all weird on the phone last night.
Friend: Well, dude, you know how girls are sometimes.
Boy: Yeah, but not her.
Friend: I don’t know what else to say, man.
Boy: Okay, well I gotta get to English. I’ll see ya after school.
Friend: Yeah I gotta get to Science. Later.
THAT NIGHT
Girl: Hello?
Boy: Hey.
Girl: Oh, hey.
Boy: Why weren’t you at school today?
Girl: Uh, I had another appointment with the doctor.
Boy: Are you sick?
Girl: Um, I have to go. My mom’s calling on the other line.
Boy: I’ll wait.
Girl: It may take a while. I’ll call you later.
Boy: Alright. I love you.
-very long pause-
Girl: *with a tears in her eyes* Look, I think we should break up.
Boy: What?!
Girl: It’s the best thing for us right now.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I love you.
THE GIRL DOESN’T COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE
Boy: Hey dude.
Friend: Hey.
Boy: What’s up?
Friend: Nothing. Hey, have you talked to your ex lately?
Boy: No.
Friend: So you didn’t hear?
Boy: Hear what?
Friend: Um, I don’t know if I should be the one to tell you..
Boy: Dude, just tell me!
Friend: Uh. Call this number, 433-555-3468.
Boy: Okay, thanks!
BOY CALLS THE NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
Voice: Hello, Suppam County Hospital. This is Nurse Victoria.
Boy: Uh, I must have the wrong number. I’m looking for my friend.
Voice: What is their name, sir?
*boy gives info*
Voice: Yes, this is the right number. She’s one of our patients here.
Boy: Really? Why? What happened? How is she?
Voice: Her room number is 646 in building A, suite 3.
Boy: WHAT HAPPENED?!
Voice: Please come by, sir, and you can see her. Goodbye.
Boy: WAIT! NO!
THE BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM 646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. THE GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
Boy: Oh my God, are you okay?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Dear, talk to me!
Girl: I..
Boy: You what?
Girl: I have cancer and I’m on life support.
Boy: *breaks into tears*
Girl: They’re taking me off tonight.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t .
Boy: Why didn’t you tell me?
Girl: I didn’t want to hurt you.
Boy: You could never hurt me.
Girl: I just wanted to see if you felt about me the same as I felt about you.
Boy: Huh?
Girl: I love you more than anything. I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy: *crying*
Girl: Don’t be sad. I love you and I’ll always be there with you.
Boy: Then why did you break up with me?
Nurse: Young man, visiting hours are over.
The boy leaves and later that night the girl is taken off of life support and dies, but what the boy didn’t know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time. She only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks left to live and thought that it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
The boy is found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.
THE NOTE SAID:
“I told her that I would take a bullet for her, just like she said she would die for me.”

Dude, you already got her. she's yours, so step up, man up, and treat her right or she won't be yours for long!

i'm not a perfect lover. i say what's on my mind. i start fights. i get jealous and sometimes i don't want to understand things to avoid pain. i'm demanding. i'm childish. i'm moody. but there are three things that i love about me. i'm faithful, sweet, and when i choose him, it is only him.

asdfghjkl blablabla yayayaya im so fckin BADMOOD. badmood bgt. super klimaxxx badmoodnya. gue jg sebenernya gatau sih gara2 apa. emmh... mungkin karna many problems commere to me ha ha ha it's so damn as hell! inituh yaaa....random. otak gue random. MIXED ALL woi aaaaaaaaaa x_x oke jadi gini, hm there's 4 girls who very annoying. they're so annoying. hmm maybe they're want to be a barbie HAHAHAHAHHH guys pleaseeee barbie is a plastic doll with no BRAIN! i know barbie is cute & pretty but y'all must know that fake. y'all guys wanna be a barbie, ryt? oh-my-god....WHAT A CRAP U R GUYS?!??! 

Happy Birthday, Bul!♥

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday....my Bul!

YEAAA akhirnya berhasil bikin surprise kecil2an yang ancur sih sebenernya hahaha i'll call this surprise as 'fail' surprise lol. btw awalnya sempet bingung sih mau ngasih apa sama dia. tapi setelah dipikir2, mending gue ngasih cake &&& y'all guys must know that....sebenernya uang gue jg gak cukup sih kalo beli kado he he he sorry hun :p

fail surprise gak lengkap & gak seru kalo gak dibantu sama ayu aldo anggita alvin edo jasmine hilman hihi thanks guys for support this surprise ayeaaay!!!!

jadi awalnya gini....

gue bohongin dia gtdeh hehe. gue nyuruh dia ke rumah gue abis pulang sekolah. trstrs dia gamau gitu yekan cause theres ma daddy in home. he's so super duper nervous if he meet ma dad hahahaha rotfl :p *ok back to story*, after that setiap ketemu gue pasti dia bilang "aku gak mau ah ke rumah kamu. di rumah aku aja kek. plis..." yea sebenernya itu cuma tipuan gue ajasih.... abisnya dia lucu kalo gue ngomong about ma dad pasti mukanya langsung gugup gitu h3h3h3. 

NAH! abis pulang sekolah gue ngajak dia ke kantin. alasannya sih gue bilang kl gue laper padahal sih biasa2 aja wk. tbtb pas di jalan arah kantin, gue bilang "yu minjem hp dong. mau tlp bunda" EAAAAA dia langsung panik gitu mukanya sambil bilang "km ngapainsih tlp bunda" hahahaha. gue bilang aja kl gue tlp karna bunda mau nganterin baju buat ke rmh nenek. then, dia percaya sama omongan GUWEEEEH. pas bgt gue baru mesen makanan, bunda tlp buat ngambil cakenya. gue sama ayu pura2 ke toilet & alasannya mau nganter gue pipis (jebakan ke2) ha-ha-ha :p anak2 yg ada di kantin udh pada tau rencana gue, so mereka ikut bantuin gue buat bikin surpise ini. awalnya gue udh ngerencanain ini dr sehari sblm dia ultah. akhirnya pas gue ngambil kue yg alasannya mau ke toilet HAAAAAHAHAAA mereka yg ada di kantin nutup mata dia. and and and.............TADAAAAAA!!!! gue dtg bawa cake itu sambil nyanyiin happy birthday sama anak2 yg lain. uwwwh sebenernya i can't hold my tears to fall, but gue hrs tetap nahan wkwk gilak loeeeh malu gue kl tbtb nangis gitu. then, kita ceplokin dia deh ayeaaah. THIS IS DA BEST DAY EVAAAAHH. i love you all. lotta love for u guys.

btwwww, maaf ya syg aku cuma bisa ngasih itu doang. aku gabisa ngasih apa2 lg. maaf jg aku cakenya cuma segitu & aku gabisa ngasih kado apa2. maaf yaaa. maaf bgt. :"""(

oiya!!!! hmm wishesnya.......

- semoga perutnya tambah embul mumumu :3

- sehat - sehat

- panjang umur

- lulus UN

- shalatnya tambah rajin ya sygggg

- nurut sama ur parents

- makin syg aku hihi

ONE MORE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUUUULKU! I♥U, xx.

#30ThingsILoveAboutYou

1. how you always make me smile.
2. the way you can always make me laugh.
3. the sound of your sweet voice.
4. I love the way you hold my hand.
5. how silly we can be together.
6. how you can always be there for me.
7. how I can tell you anything.
8. how we can talk and chat for hours.
9. your silly jokes.
10. when you share your arms only with me.
11. how you can always make me feel comfortable.
12. your sweetness.
13. your eyes when you're staring at me.
14. the way you cheer me up whenever I'm down.
15. the way that you always care for me.
16. your cuteness.
17. you can always make me feel happy.
18. the way you can always understand me.
19. your smell.
20. your good morning and good night texts.
21. the way that you can always make time and be there for me whether in sadness or happiness.
22. the way you accept and love me for who I am.
23. the fact that you're mine.
24. the way you can always treat me special like a princess.
25. the way you can always make my mood back.
26. you never fail to make me smile and laugh.
27. our crazy conversation.
28. our fight time.
29. our sweet conversation.
30. is not enough, I love everything about you....

Love....Love....

I just wish that you could be mine forever.
I know that you're not even mine right now.
But I just can't let you go.
I just can't forget you as easy as turning my hands.
It's not easy. It's fucking hard
&&&.... I don't think that i can.


I love you.
I don't know why.
I just love you.
I never love anybody (other than parents and God) this much before.
I don't know why.
You're different.


I know you ever hurt me, idk you feel it or not, but you did.
I know I can't be with you.
But I always pray to God that you could be mine.


Everytime I miss you...
I love your smile.
I love your laugh.
I love your smell.
I love how you act when you're with me.
I love every little thing about you.


I don't want this to be more complicated.
I don't want you to lose the one that you love because of me.
I know you told me you love me.
And I have to do this because I love you. I really really do.
Like more than anybody could imagine.
Like more than anyone else in this world.