marry me?

Forever can never be long enough for me
Feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now, we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way

Marry me today and every day
Marry me if I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will, say you will....

Together can never be close enough for me
Feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words "I love you & you're beautiful"
Now that the wait is over
And love and has finally shown her my way

Promise me you'll always be happy by my side
I promise to sing to you when all the music dies

someday, i just want theres someone who sings this song with a guitar for me. he gave me a cute teddy who hold a love heart, on a love heart theres a words says "be mine forever?" and he whispered to me with his soft, deep voice "words can't describe how much you mean to me & listen to me, the day i stop loving you is the day i close my eyes forever. I LOVE YOU, beautiful."

Buleeeet♥

yow yow guysss alfi's here. :--) gue tau pasti lo semua kangen yekan sama gue? yakan yakan? HAAA! udah deh ngaku aja gausah sok malu2 kucing gitu. yea gue tau gue emang ngangenin....(huh? hahaha.)


ok karna gue tau lo semua kangen sama gue makanya hari ini gue mau ngepost tentang one of all my bestie. yap, her name is Sissy. but i often called her as 'bulet' muehehe lucu yekan panggilannya?:p sebenernya sih gue jg gatau kenapa dia bisa dipanggil bulet. mungkin karna mukanya sissy yg bulet kaliyeeee.....*eh hahaha jkjk.


hmm kita mulai ceritanya. 1......2............3.........................lets check it out beibeeeeeeeh~

sissy. 1 nama yg bisa bikin gue ngakak, sedih, seneng. gatau knp gue syg bgt sama anak ini hahahaha padahal kan dia rada2 sinting gimana gitu.... gue kenal sissy pas gue jadi anak baru di kls 7b. disitu pas pertama kali gue masuk sekolah & jadi anak baru, gue pikir dia tuh songong, ngocol, ngeselin (maap yak. peace leeeet he he ._.v) etapi ternyata pas gue kenal sama dia, ternyata dia gak sama kyk yg gue bayangin. dia asik bgt. seruuuuu. dulu gue punya temen deket lagi di kls 7 selain dia. namanya ayu & ranny. gue, sissy, ayu, sama ranny tuh kemana2 selalu ber4. ke kantin ber4, tugas kelompok ber4, pokoknya semuanya serba ber4. kita jg dulu sempet suka sama 1 cowok yg sama. nah gara2 kita selalu ber4, anak2 di kelas tuh kesel sama kita karna kita selalu ber4 gitudeeeeh. hmm kita jg setiap pulang sekolah tuh gak langsung pulang dulu ke rumah, tapi main. kita main kadang di rumah ayu, kadang di rumah sissy, kadang di rumah ranny, kadang jg di rumah gue. tapi yg paling sering tuh main di rumah gue wkwk. tapi semenjak kita kls 8, kita jadi pisah gitu. gue, sissy, sama ranny 1 kelas. cuma ayu doang yang gak sekelas sama kita. sebelum kita naik kls 8, gue ayu ranny sempet berantem gitu sama sissy. gatau apa masalahnya... lupa hehehe. pokoknya kita sempet slek gitudeh. dan semenjak kls 8 jg yang namanya BERANTEM itu di mulaaaaaaaai. ok sebenernya gue males ngomongin ini tapi yaaaa biar seru ajadeh. hmm. dulu gue sering berantem sama ranny & sissy. knp gue sering berantem sama mereka dibandingin sama ayu? yakarna mereka 1 kelas sama gue. kalo ayu kan beda kelas, jadi 'agak' susah. gue berantem sama sissy gara2 1 masalah doang. masalahnya adalah.........*piiip* (sorry guys gue males nyeritain ini). ok gue berantem sama sissy gara2 masalah ini tuh cukup lama laaah. ya gak sampe setahun sih tapi intinya lama. nah pas gue kls 9, ternyata gue gak sekelas sama sissy. sekarang gue sekelas sama ayu & ranny. aaaaa sissy misah sendiri gitu :""""""((. ya walaupun beda kelas, tapi kita masih temenan. masih sahabatan kyk dulu. dan masalah yg dulu2 jg udah clear semuanya. now.... gue bersyukur banget bisa kenal sissy. gue jg nyesel bgt karna perna berantem sama dia cuma gara2 masalah yg sepele. aduuuuh pokoknya super duper nyesel deh. ya Allah.....i just realized that im so luck to bein' her bestie. i love her. i love her so much. and i think, i need her to tell 'bout my problems cause i know that she's the best listeners and she's always cheer me up, gimme solution, always be there for me. may Allah bless & protect u wherever u r. :"""")

kiss & big hug,

Alfi Sakinah :-)

huh?? idk 'bout this freaky feeling.

betmudhzzzz wey. duh klimaxx bgt ini aaaaaa plis plis ini mixed all bgt di kepala. kesel sekesel keselnya & benci sebenci bencinya. shock mendadak padahal baru sampe di rumah. KNP HARUS NGELIAT ITU SIH FIIIII?!!?? aduh.... whadda hell this feelin' T_T. yea gue ini post yg kinda weird but i can't handle my emotion till i write all 'bout ma fckin' feeling on this blog. oh geez, wtf happened wid me....... hmm maybe this happened cause i hate her. hate too much & for sure, i love him. i love him no matter what. kay, this make me feel o o o o o o lalalalala ZzzZzZzZz. uggh, WUUT SHUD I DO GUYS? TELL ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, PLEASE. I RLLY RLLY BEGGING U. i cud tell this problem to someone else but idk who wanna be a great listeners. :"""""""""(((

a cinderella story (once upon a song)

halloooow~
hari ini gue mau ngepost tentang salah 1 film favorite gue. yuuuppss, judulnya a cinderella story (once upon a song). gatau knp gue suka bgt sama film ini. seru, kocak, ada romantis2nya jg. ya pokoknya bisa ngehibur lah. cekidot....

hmm emang sih cerita Cinderella & Pangeran tampannya gak pernah bosen untuk ditonton…dan sekarang Wanner Bros ngeluarin versi terbarunya 'lagi' yg judulnya A Cinderella Story (once upon a song). sebenernya sih ceritanya gak jauh beda sama versi sebelumnya. tapi yg versi sebelumnya itu diperanin sama selena gomes & drew seeley. di A Cinderella Story (once upon a song) ini lebih ke seni nyanyinya. peran utamanya diperanin sama lucy hale a.k.a katie gibbs. hmm lucy hale ini jg salah satu artis favorite gue. dia cantiknya gak ada obat h4h4h4....yawalaupun dia agak mirip sama selgom-_-. yea balik ke cerita, katie hidup sama ibu tirinya. tapi katie selalu ditemenin sama sahabat baiknya yg namanya angela. angela adalah satu2nya sahabat akrab katie. katie jg tinggal sama saudara tirinya, megan park a.ka bev & adeknya bev yg super ngeselin matthew lintz a.k.a victor. ohiya......untung gak ketinggalan! yak, pangerannya blm disebutin niccch hahaha :p oke pangerannya itu adalah freddie stroma a.k.a luke morgan. 

Lucy Hale a.k.a Katie Gibbs

Freddie Stroma a.k.a Luke Morgan

Megan Park a.k.a Bev (Katie's stepsister)

Matthew Lintz a.k.a Victor (Katie's stepbrother)

Miss Pyle a.k.a Katie's stepmother

Jessalyn Wanlim a.k.a Angela (Katie's bestfriend)

oke cukup ye perkenalannya. ceritanya gini.....

pas ayahnya meninggal, katie hidup bareng sama ibu dan kedua saudara tirinya yg selalu menindasnya. dijadiin kayak pembantu gitu. katie punya suara merdu & bagus, karna itulah katie mau mewujudkan mimpinya jd seorang penyanyi. katie gak cuma punya suara yg bagus, tapi dia jg pinter buat lagu. tapi impian katie buat jd seorang penyanyi itu terkendala karna bev punya impian yang sama dgn katie, suara bev gak seindah suara katie, malah bisa dibilang bev gabisa nyanyi. bev jg gabisa nyanyi pake suara tinggi. ibu tiri katie jg selalu menghalang2in katie untuk bisa menjadi seorang penyanyi karna dia tau kalo anaknya, bev, gak bisa nyanyi kyk katie. dia jg takut bev kalah saing sama katie.  suatu hari, salah satu perusahaan besar milik harvey morgan menyelenggarakan ajang pencarian bakat bernyanyi di salah satu sekolah swasta bergengsi, dan yg jadi pemenangnya bisa mendapatkan kontrak rekaman dari Records-Whose. luke morgan, anak dari pemilik Perusahaan Harvey Morgan adalah pengurus acara itu. katie & bev gamau kehilangan kesempatan ini, tapi sayangnya.... bev lebih beruntung dari katie. katie gak dpt ijin dari ibu tirinya, katie malah disuruh untuk ngajarin bev nyanyi dengan baik. tapi karna suara bev yg emang gak bagus, ibu tirinya menyuruh katie melakukan lipsinc untuk suara bev. akhirnya katie nyari cara biar bisa nunjukin ke luke kalo itu suara dia & bukan suara bev. katie cerita ke angela, & angela pun dpt ide buat nunjukin ke luke kalo itu memang bukan suara bev. okdeh.................ceritanya langsung to the poin aja ya kawan2 hehehehe sorry nih abis tangan pegel ngetik banyak2^^. hmm trs pas bev konser tbtb luke ngeliat kalo itu ternyata katie yg nyanyi. bev cuma lipsinc suara katie. rencana itu dibuat sama victor & tony. AND THE END, luke akhirnya tau kalo ternyata selama ini suara yg dia cari & orang yg dia cari itu adalah katie mihihi :D

spread love during a flood

HALOOOOHH SEMUAHNYAH! *muncrat* lol.

bosen niccch. daripada stres mikirin UN mending kita ngepost ajayuk~

oke jadi gini ya kawan2222..... kemaren tuh super duper excited banget. gak banget sih sebenernya ya cuma gimana gitu aja rasanya hahahaha hmm kemaren tuh guweh banjir2an giduw sama pacar guweh (ok ini lebay._.v) asik woiii. seru abis. 'agak' geli sih sebenernya tapi karna ada doi, ayu, anggita sama aldo jadi gak berasa apa2. kayak jalan biasa aja hehe. 

awalnya gini, pas gue pulang sekolah, gue ke warung jojo dulu sama anak2. trs gue nanya ketemu bang kiki sama shakina ada disana jg. tapi tumben bgt aldo gak ada disitu. gue nanya ke bang kiki....

G: bang aldo mana? kok tumben gak bareng kalian.

B: gatau deh mbapi. gue gak liat dia.

G: loh kok gitu? tumben banget.

B: tadisih kayaknya pas bel dia langsung pulang gitu

G: yah yaudah deh bang. makaciii....*pake gaya chibi* (gaya gue, abang, aldo, & anggita hahaha-_-v)

B: sama2 mbapiiii *senyum lebar pake gaya chibi*

G: *NGAKAK*

after 10min.....

JENG JENG JEEEENG... HAP! aldo dateng WooHoo

tawu gakzih loe semuwa???? ternyata aldo pulang ke rumah cuma untuk ganti baju & abis itu balik lg ke sekolah. HA HA HA lucu banget loeee-_- ok back to story, pas aldo dateng disitu masih rame bgt sama anak2 kls 7. warung jojo super penuh & akhirnya kita hrs nunggu anak2 itu pergi. iyuwh... ngeselin abis. lama bgt woi mereka. rasanya tuh pingin gue gigit hhhhhh. nah, akhirnya setelah nunggu beberapa menit.... mereka pulang yeaaaay. tapi pas anak kls 7 itu pulang abang sama shakina jg ikut pulang. huuuh sedih nya :--(( tinggal gue, farhan, ayu, aldo, anggita, fitri, sama sekar di warung jojo. karna ayu laper bgt yajadinya kita makan disitu. sebenernya sih pas masih jam pelajaran ayu udh ngomong sama gue kalo dia mau makan dulu di warung jojo hehehehe naaaaaaaah cecep sama fitri jg ikutan makan grgr ngeliat ayu makan. yaudah deh akhirnya gue nunggu mereka makan. lama kelamaan gue bosen nungguin mereka, disitu gue jg lagi berantem sama farhan ya akhirnya gue jg ikutan makan. padahal perasaan tuh lagi bete banget. super bete. klimax bgt pokoknya. &&& u must know ALDO! dia jg ikut makan eaea :p yg gak makan cuma farhan & sekar doang. farhan gamakan karna dia bete. bete sama gue kayaknya hehe peace ya idung chayank^^v tapi sih akhir2nya farhan jg makan pas ngambeknya udah ilang & gue bujuk buat makan. pas kita semua makan, then........RAINY COMEEEEEE!!!! suasananya jadi dingin bgt. seru jg ngeliat fitri sama aldo ngelawak. trs gue aldo fitri sama farhan main ciprat2an air kayak bocah. yaduuu mkkb bgt gitu kesannya hahahaha. kita udh kebingungan gimana cara bisa pulang. padahal itu udh sore bgt. udah jam 4 sorean gitu kalo gasalah. after the rain had begun to subside, kita nekat pulang. padahal itu masih gerimis. fitri sama sekar pulang duluan naik motor karna rumah mereka gak searah sama kita. sebenernya rumah anggita & farhan jg gak searah. tapi anggita mau ke rumah ayu trs farhan mau anterin gue pulang dulu. pas liat jalanan banjir.........oh geez i was speechless & said 'dammit!'. anggita, aldo, sama ayu jalan duluan. gue nungguin farhan buka sepatu dulu (kyknya gapenting bgt ini diceritrain-_-) yagamungkin jg lah farhan pulang ke rumah pake sepatu yg basah. mau gak mau dia hrs buka sepatunya. hmmm idk why i felt excited. ngerasa seneng bgt bisa banjir2an bareng doi. jujur aja gue gapernah ngerasain yg kayak gitu bareng pcr. wuhuuuu kita main banjir2an deh~

G: iiih aku geli nih. kayak ada sesuatu gitu kalo diinjek.
F: sama. aku jg gitu.
G: iiiiiihhhh.........
F: km kenapasih?
G: gapapa. geli aja.
F: mau aku gendong? sini aku gendong. kasian kamu.
G: gendong? yakali deh. nggak ah.
F: kenapa gamau sih? katanya geli...
G: gamau aja. banyak orang tau. malu.
F: issh yaelah. ngeselin bgt sih kamu.
G: apaansi ih. aduh demi deh ini gaenak bgt
F: iya aku tau sayang. males bgt ih kalo kamu ngomong kayak gitu
G: males kenapasiii? *ngeledek*
F: ya gapapasih. abis mau gimana lg sayang? km di gendong gamau. tapi ini malah ngomel2 sendiri. aneh bgt.
G: yaudah iya iya
F: aku baru pertama kali loh kayak gini. tapi sama kamu.
G: hehe iyanih sama. aku juga....

AAAAAAAAA SENENG BANGET POKOKNYA. doi rela bgt nganterin gue pulang padahal lagi keadaan banjir. doi jg rela bgt ngelepas sepatunya. i can only thank to God 'cause God has given me a boyf like u. thx a lot for yesterday guyssss. WHADDA UWSUM YESTERDAAAAAY!♥

Happy Half Year Anniversary, boo.

hmm i can't say anything. i just can say 'yea, i'm glad. very excited. and touched of this all.' i didn't think will be so far with him. so many wonderful memories that i did with him. jokes, laughter, sadness, touched, awkward, and even tense i went through with him.

well, i just wanna say....

"thanks for always understand me. thanks for always forgive me even it is not your fault. thanks for treat me right. thanks for accept me & love me for who i am. thanks for make a time and be there to whether in sadness or happiness. one more, thanks for everythiiiiiing baby.... i love you boo, i just can't explain it, i just can did. another day, another month, another year, another smile, another tear, another winter, even another summer too, but there can never be another YOU♥"

BOOM!!! i have some greating anniversary from my gud buddy yeaaa here is it...

big thanks for you guyzzz!!! thx a lot for your greeting anniversary aaaaaa i'm soooo glad WooHoo :""D

lots of love,

Alfi & Farhan

no matter what, you're loved.

Boy: Hey, hun!
Girl: Hey.
Boy: I missed you at school today. Why weren’t you there?
Girl: Yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
Boy: Oh really? Why?
Girl: Oh, nothing. Just some annual shots, that’s all.
Boy: Oh.
Girl: So what did you guys do in Math today?
Boy: You didn’t miss anything that great, just a lot of notes.
Girl: Okay, good.
Boy: Yeah.
Girl: Hey, I have a question to ask.
Boy: Okay, ask away.
Girl: How much do you love me?
Boy: You know I love you more than anything in this world.
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Why did you ask?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Is something wrong?
Girl: No. Nothing at all. Um. How much do you care about me?
Boy: I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.
Girl: You would?
Boy: Yeah of course I would. *sounding worried* Is there something wrong?
Girl: No, everything’s fine.
Boy: Are you sure?
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Okay. I hope so.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: I would take a bullet for you any day, hun.
Girl: Really?
Boy: Any day. Now, seriously, is there something wrong?
Girl: No, I’m fine. You’re fine. We’re fine. Everyone and everything is fine.
Boy: Okay.
Girl: Well, I have to go. I’ll see you tomorrow at school.
Boy: Alright, bye. I love you!
Girl: Yeah. I love you too. Bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL
Boy: Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?
Friend: No.
Boy: Oh.
Friend: She wasn’t here yesterday, either.
Boy: I know. She was acting all weird on the phone last night.
Friend: Well, dude, you know how girls are sometimes.
Boy: Yeah, but not her.
Friend: I don’t know what else to say, man.
Boy: Okay, well I gotta get to English. I’ll see ya after school.
Friend: Yeah I gotta get to Science. Later.
THAT NIGHT
Girl: Hello?
Boy: Hey.
Girl: Oh, hey.
Boy: Why weren’t you at school today?
Girl: Uh, I had another appointment with the doctor.
Boy: Are you sick?
Girl: Um, I have to go. My mom’s calling on the other line.
Boy: I’ll wait.
Girl: It may take a while. I’ll call you later.
Boy: Alright. I love you.
-very long pause-
Girl: *with a tears in her eyes* Look, I think we should break up.
Boy: What?!
Girl: It’s the best thing for us right now.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I love you.
THE GIRL DOESN’T COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE
Boy: Hey dude.
Friend: Hey.
Boy: What’s up?
Friend: Nothing. Hey, have you talked to your ex lately?
Boy: No.
Friend: So you didn’t hear?
Boy: Hear what?
Friend: Um, I don’t know if I should be the one to tell you..
Boy: Dude, just tell me!
Friend: Uh. Call this number, 433-555-3468.
Boy: Okay, thanks!
BOY CALLS THE NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
Voice: Hello, Suppam County Hospital. This is Nurse Victoria.
Boy: Uh, I must have the wrong number. I’m looking for my friend.
Voice: What is their name, sir?
*boy gives info*
Voice: Yes, this is the right number. She’s one of our patients here.
Boy: Really? Why? What happened? How is she?
Voice: Her room number is 646 in building A, suite 3.
Boy: WHAT HAPPENED?!
Voice: Please come by, sir, and you can see her. Goodbye.
Boy: WAIT! NO!
THE BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM 646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. THE GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
Boy: Oh my God, are you okay?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Dear, talk to me!
Girl: I..
Boy: You what?
Girl: I have cancer and I’m on life support.
Boy: *breaks into tears*
Girl: They’re taking me off tonight.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t .
Boy: Why didn’t you tell me?
Girl: I didn’t want to hurt you.
Boy: You could never hurt me.
Girl: I just wanted to see if you felt about me the same as I felt about you.
Boy: Huh?
Girl: I love you more than anything. I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy: *crying*
Girl: Don’t be sad. I love you and I’ll always be there with you.
Boy: Then why did you break up with me?
Nurse: Young man, visiting hours are over.
The boy leaves and later that night the girl is taken off of life support and dies, but what the boy didn’t know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time. She only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks left to live and thought that it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
The boy is found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.
THE NOTE SAID:
“I told her that I would take a bullet for her, just like she said she would die for me.”