A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises

How to be braveHow can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer...

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, every hour has come to this

One step closer...

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

TIGA BULAAAAAANNNN♡

WHOAAA WHOAAAAA i can't describe how much i'm happy right now. i feel like i wanna fly to the sky with beautiful birds hahaha yea, even i don't have wings :"D

till now, i still can't believe that he's mine heheheee (yea, i know this kinda weird-_-)

i'm so excited to hear that we've already goes to 3rd months. but sometimes i have a damn feels that made me sad... heeey babe u know how much scars i have? i'm just afraid if one day i'm gonna be a stranger in ur life, i'm just afraid there's someone else could make u happier than i could, and i'm also afraid that one day u don't want me anymore :"(

and nowwww, i just wanna say Happy Anniversary 3rd months honey! i love u damn muccch. i love u with all my heart. i love u whoever, whatever, whenever, and wherever u are. &... i love u, cause u're like the best guy i've ever met.

and theeen....

I WOULD LIKE TO TELL U IN EVERY SINGLE SECOND THAT I LOVE U SO MUCH, DUDE.

earthquakes can't shake us.

cyclones can't break us.

hurricanes can't take away our love.

i hope we can get longlasting. don't fighting too much anymore. and we'd can keep all our promises be us against the world... amin ya Allah aminnn.

"if you truly love someone, you'll forgive the unforgivable"

with a thousand love,

Alfi Sakinah

my sist's birthday :)

HI! long time no share hehe^^

one more, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DEAR!!!

my wishes :

• please banget gak ada galau2 lagi yaaa
• semoga tambah dewasa 
• tambah sayang sama gue EHEHEHE
• find a perfect boyfie to loved u just for who u are.
• keep bein' a best oldest sist to us :)
• and... u must know the truth, i'm here if u want to share all ur probs :)

A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same.

“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”

Promise me you will always remember that you are braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.

I love you so damn muccch kak. u're the best sist I ever had!

my favorite daily hobbies☺

1. looking at your face as long as i can

2. screaming your name out loud everyday

3. missing you all the fuckin' time

4. thinking about you every second

5. loving you without scared of hurts

6. let the tears falling from my eyes because of you.

Happy Anniversary, yam♥

it starts on 24 sept 2011 :)

OMGGG gak kerasa banget udah 2 bulan! yippieee, i'm so excited to know that :D
thanks ya yam 'cause you are always there for me, thanks for you've loved me just for who i am, and thanks for everything...

"if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart... i'll always be with you." 

i can't stop smiling guysss! can you help me to stop this big smile in my mouth? ROTFL xD

aaaaa sekarang kita udah 2 bulan loh yam! wahahaha

one step closer to forever :)

maaf ya kalo kadang2 aku suka bikin kamu kesel, suka bikin kamu jengkel, dan....suka lebay mehehe ><


though space restraint us from being together, but one thing i am sure of, there are no spaces in my heart that restraining me from loving you...

these a some anniv's greeting from my friends :

thanks buddy for your greeting & wishes. i love you guys!

and for you yammm... i love you yam. i love you so much. i love you for who you are. and i love the way you stole my heart :')

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY FARHAN ADRIANSYAH

I LOVE YOU! 

MORE AND MORE EACH DAY :)

Don't asked me.

if i died today, how many people would care? how many people would know? how many people would moan and wish they had me back? how many people who think they will miss me? how many people would pray for me? how many people would wish they loved me more? how many people would wish they loved me less? and how many people are going to have fun when they heard the news that i was dead?

A boy said: "let's end this relationship, i'm so busy in my studies and i can't concentrate on it. you always text and call me"

(The girl didn't answered and went away crying...)

after 5 years.....

(The boy missed the girl and he texted her "baby, i miss you.")

The girl replied: "who's this? can we talk later? i'm so busy arranging my wedding."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED FRIEND, AYU RIZKY FAUZIAH!

Ayu itu :


- bawel
- lucu
- gemesin
- MANJA...ehehe^^
- pemalessss
- bulan2an kita
- suka lemot gitu
- narsis abis! responnya cepet banget kalo liat kamera. so, hati2 aja kalo deket dia... harus siap jadi tukang foto
- yang jelas sih lo disayang gue & kita2 
- and... etc, etc, etc :)

    pesan aku buat kamu :


  - nurut sama mama & papa kamu
  - jangan suka manja2 lagi. inget udah besar loh sekarang! :)
  - jangan kebanyakan main & males sekolah, udah kelas 3...
  - jangan males2 shalat juga
  - nurut sama kakakmu
  - jangan lupa sama aku ya :)




ayuuuu maaf ya aku gak bisa ngasih kado yang bagus. aku cuma bisa ngasih boneka kecil & nulis ini buat kamu. wait wait!!! kamu harus tau kejadian sehari sebelum beli kado kamu tuh... tragis abis. ngenes. sadis.
tapi aku janji, pas kamu 16 tahun, aku bakal dateng & ngasih kado yang bagus yaaa.
maaf ya yu...

aku sayang ayu, banget.

keep being a good daughter for your parents & keep being a good buddy for me and all of your friend :)

you're a best friend i ever had!

once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYU!!! I LOVE YOU!

love, hug, and kisses,

Alfi Sakinah

a little thing about us :)

hi guys! hari ini saya akan membicarakan sahabat saya secara keseluruhan...HEHE

start from.....

Ayu Rizky Fauziah (dudut) - 06 November 1996 - 15 years old.
kita manggil dia dudut karna dia itu ndut ndut gimana gitu deeeeh hehe 
anaknya rada manja...
walaupun manja tapi tetap aja ngegemesin lol
well well, dia yang paling tua dari kita semua loh...
hmm even kak dian sih sebenernya yang lebih tua dari kita semua kalo diliat dari tingkat kelasnya hahahaha :p 
















Dian Andini - 14 Desember 1996 - 15 years old.
ini dia kakak kita wohoooooo^^
gak tau kenapa, tempat curhat yang paling asik tuh dia
selalu bisa ngertiin gue
dewasa abis!
dan... dia yang paling bisa buat gue tenang.
you know? until now gue masih gak nyangka aja bisa deket sama dia
yaaaa secara yekan dulu dia cuma kakak kelas gue
deket sih, tapi gak begitu deket kayak sekarang
paling cuma sekedar nyapa aja kalo ketemu dia
but now... gue sayang banget sama kakak yang satu ini.












Anggita Maharani (cecep) - 22 Agustus 1997 - 14 years old.

sebenernya gue juga gak tausih kenapa anak2 bisa manggil dia cecep
katanya sih nama cecep itu dari sepupunya
hmm mungkin karna dia 'agak' mirip cowok kaliyaaa hehe
okay, dia itu suka banget sama yang namanya GALAU
dia suka nangis/galau sendiri gitu-_-
and... suka move on sendiri juga hahaha lol
kadang2 dia juga suka nyari masalah. yaaa even itu sih gak disengaja
sebenernya sih niat dia itu baik. tapi mungkin caranya yang salah
1 lagi yang gak bisa ilang dari dia.... yaitu tomboy!














Edoswara Dithiaputra - 9 Juli 1998 - 13 years old.
adek gue yang satu ini sifatnya super duper childish
suka galau dan nangis tiba2 gitu juga-_-
tapi.... shufflenya itu loh. aw! mengalihkan dunia HEHEHE
dia suka bikin gue emosi sendiri kadang2 sama sifatnya itu
but yea, noprobs lah ;)
gue juga gak tau, kenapa gue bisa deket gini sama dia
awalnya sih gara2 someone yang dia suka & dia sering minta bantuan sama ayu
terus ayu bilang ke gue dan akhirnya deket sendiri deh....


















Alvin Adam Samudera (yanse) - 27 September 1998 - 13 years old.
yaaaaak thats my second brotha!

manggil dia yanse gara2 matanya yang super duper sipit^^
sumpah dia cina abis hahaha
cina? kayaknya dia bukan orang cina or yea, maybe yes...
adek gue yang ini sih gak terlalu banyak tingkah dan agak pendiem, jadi rada susah buat nulis little thing about him.
yang jelas... dia jago banget shuffle
kakinya gak bisa diem kalo udah denger lagu shuffle :p
awal2 gue bisa deket sama dia, gara2 dia itu temennya edo dari sd. kinda weird sih first impression gue sama dia.
but i'm so excited to know him.













Hilman Ananda Putra (acil/mingkem) - 5 September 1998 - 13 years old.
finally....
my third brotha!
hahahaha kalo ngomongin soal kelakuannya yang gak bisa diem & selalu bikin rame suasana sih gak bakal ada abisnya lah...
sering banget jadi bulan2an kita hahaha
dia selalu bisa bikin suasana yang tadinya badmood berubah jadi happy 
entah apa caranya, dia selalu bisa bikin orang2 jadi ketawa ngakak 
sama seperti edo & alvin, shufflenya itu mengalihkan dunia guys :D
ohiya! hampir lupa.... gue gak pernah tau acil itu artinya apa, yang jelas nama itu dari temen2 dia haha
kalo mingkem, yaaak karna dia gak bisa mingkem LOL 
walaupun susah mingkem tapi adek gue yang ini tetap kece dooong ;)
awal2 gue bisa deket sama dia karna dia sama kayak alvin yang dulunya 1 sd sama edo.

Dear all my super bestfriends, 

when i'm with you, i act different.

in a good way, i smile more and laugh more.

i don't have to pretend everything is okay when it's really not.

with you guys, i can drop the fake smile and put on a real one.

i don't feel hurt and alone when i'm with you all.

instead, i feel safed and loved.

you're easy to talk to, and you listen to me. 

i don't have to worry about holding back with you.

i don't feel self conscious.

i don't feel insecure or sad. 

you show me that you really do care, and you're not just pretending.

i really appreciate your company, because with you i'm different.

with you guys, i'm excited. 

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO DAMN MUCCCCCH.

- thank you :) -

hug and kisses,

Alfi Sakinah

let me introduce you guys to my perfect boyfriend :p

his name is Farhan Adriansyah 

but i'd like to call him "ayam"

waaaaaa dulu dia temen sekelas gue waktu gue kelas 7. terus pas kelas 8 nya gue pisah kelas sama dia. you know what??? first impression gue sama dia super duper buruk... HAHA can't imagine -_-

he is a annoying boy, really lol :p

but he is also a cute boy... bukan mukanya, tapi kelakuannya :p

and......

he always treated me like a princess!

OMGGGG! until now, i still don't think that he can be mine hahaha lol

1 lagi yang paling gue suka dari dia... he loves me for who I am. yap! thats because i love him so damn much.

dear you...

i know, i'm not beautiful like what you want

i know, i'm not perfect like her

i also know, maybe i don't deserve for you

but you must know that i have a beautiful & perfect deepest heart to love you.

i don't care what they say about me

i don't care what they say about you

and i don't care what they say about us

REMEMBER! "No one is ever perfect!"

i'm not looking for Mr.Perfect, but i'm only looking for you...

i love you yam. i love you for who you are. and i love you no matter what people say about us :)

deep in my heart i truly know, you're the one that i love and i can't let go

i'm not saying he is Mr.Right , but i hope he will be my Mr.Right :')

with love,

Alfi Sakinah

TIGABELASMEIDUARIBUSEBELAS♥

Don't be in love with someone else, please. I still do love you, don't you ever make me waiting for nothing.

if you love me back say it to me! please don't shy to say it! because i hate waiting ¬_¬

beautiful memories when class 7 with my hero

ada 1 cowok yang perhatian bgt gitu sama gue dan asal lo semua tau aja ya, sampe sekarang pun dia masih perhatian sama gue. yaaa walaupun perhatiannya udah agak berkurang-_-. jadi gini ceritanya, pas praktek tata boga udah selesai gue disuruh ke bawah sama guru bidang studynya buat nganterin makanan ke guru2 yg lain. nah, pas gue sama temen gue udah balik ke ruangan ternyata udah pada makan2. terus gue ngambil piring dan tadinya sih mau ngambil nasi sendiri tapi.....tbtb dia bilang gini "mau ngambil nasi fi?" gue "iya nih" dia"yaudah sini piring lo" gue"mau ngapain?" terus dia diem dan lgsng ngambilin nasi buat gue. astagaaaaaa sosweet banget kan? hmm....tp blm selesai nih hahaha nah pas gue mau makan ternyata gue gadapet sendok. yaudah akhrinya gue nyari2 sendok ke kelompok lain. karena kelompok lain gaada yg punya sendok yaudah deh terpaksa gue harus makan pake tangan-_- tapiiiiii......dia bikin gue ngefly lagi!!! soalnya pas dia lagi baru aja mau nyuap trs gue dtg & bilang "ada yg punya sendok lagi gak? gue gadapet nih" dia"nih lo pake punya gue aja" gue"yah trs nanti lo mkn pake apa? dia"gampang fi gue bisa makan pake garpu"......

kejadian ini yang gapernah bisa gue lupain sampe sekarang & orang yang selalu buat gue ngefly tiap hari tuh ya orang yang ada di cerita ini. gue gamau frontalin namanya disini, just me and some people who know his name. 

XOXO, alfiiiiiiii:'D 

can't stop loving him!☹☹☹

hey you are there! Do you know how I feel when I know that you're close to one of my best friends? yeah, very sick! I don't know why I could really love you... but once you've hurt my feelings. you need to know, I don't care what people talk about you because I really love you.... but you? doesn't seem to care about all about me. okay okay... I understand you. but try for a little matter to me: '(

why you never could see that there is a woman who really understands you? why? I know I don't like what you would expect but I have a heart that really understands and loves you. come on, look at me here! near you!